In a minute I'll be fine
I've always been a little reclusive and sometimes it becomes a problem. It's worst when I'm depressed. I hardly go out or do something to pass time like watch TV. And even if I do I still end up crying, whether it's a Jack Black film I'm watching or some cartoon show. Yes, I'm retarded like that.
I recently bought the DVD of the indie flick Winter Passing because Zooey Deschanel stars in it and I think she's the cutest thing ever with that adorable personality and quirky film choices. And...I thought it was full of clever one liners and sarcastic humor.
I cried during the first 15 minutes of the movie. Drowning a kitty with feline leukemia is probably the most heartbreaking thing to watch. Holden is right, the goddamn movies will ruin you. I've been depressed lately and watching an even depressing film was suicide.
And while I was going through this sad little phase, someone was having a difficult time as well. Someone who wants attention and a friend who will lift her out of her misery. I haven't exactly been that friend because I was afraid I'd make things worse given the sensitive situation she's in right now. She's hanging by a thin thread of hope, and I don't know if I'm doing the right thing or not because I don't have the answer to her problems, but I tell her that she's doing okay. And I honestly think she's holding up pretty well.
Hay. So that's just one of a few things. The rest are...bleh. I had a long day last saturday mall hopping with my friends and it was a good excuse to have fun. Magastos nga lang hehe.
I don't know what else I can do to keep me busy. I want to do something new, something that doesn't require spending. Something simple but worthwhile. Any ideas?
Bird Automatic - In A Minute (I'll Be Fine)
Illinois - Alone Again
The Shins - Those To Come
Leon Redbone & Zooey Deschanel - Baby It's Cold Outside
9 comments:
I'm more miserable when depress. :(
I'm trying to look for something new as well, problema lang talaga money.
Hey fran, watch out for this movie... - http://www.foxsearchlight.com/once/
but you have that dslr to look forward too :D ako nga 'tong nae-excite eh haha
i checked the site... sana available for download yung album nila :p
Hahaha... yes, i'm excited too. XP other than that, i badly need something sa ngayon na kakain ng time ko. You know what i mean :(
other boring or maybe exciting stuff todo:
- stargazing while boozing
- dvd / cine marathon
- travel with no plan at all
- doodle all day
- surfing
- food / resto hunting (magastos toh)
arg, wala ako maisip na puede pagkaablahan na iba.
I'm torrenting the album, 11.6% na. :D
i know what you mean...itsokey, mahirap magisip pag lunod ka sa lungkot. in time mawawala din yan :)
i miss doddling... free nga pala yun haha.
torent? wait wait ako din... :p
depressed? i-dinner na lang natin yan! tonight(friday)!!! :) maglabasan tayo lahat ng sama ng loob!:(
HAHAHA... lemon drops na to :p
fraaan can i link your site in my multiply? i'm so proud, ang gaganda ng songs :) :)
Mica!!! Glad to hear from you, miss na kita. Sure you can link to my site ;)
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