Cuckookookoo
Girl, Interrupted was on HBO last night. And although it's not my favorite movie, it never fails to remind me of something that used to be a significant part of my life.
I've been imaginary-friend free for about 6 years now. How I made it disappear exactly, I don't remember. It just sort of went away on its own I guess. Wala na yatang mas lo-loser sakin dahil dun. Make that double loser in big, bold font blinking across my forehead. But invisible friend or no invisible friend, we're all bound to go a little cuckoo every once in a while. Like today. I went through fit of paranoia because there was a letter addressed to me in the mailbox without a return address. My dad said that it looked like my handwriting; I thought it was from some psycho stalker. Ang kafal ko haha. I was afraid to open it dahil baka may bomba. OR may nilalamang bad news na hindi ko kakayanin at bigla ako maglaslas sa harap ng nanay ko.
Over acting kung over acting but my heart was racing as I slowly opened it. And GOOD LORD, buti na lang walang nagbukas. Stupid stupid me did not recognize my own handwriting on the envelop. On the first fold of the paper was the word CONFIDENTIAL written in red metallic ink. How juvenile haha. The letter itself was typed and there were some pictures scattered across. I even wrote *something* just to prove that it was really me. *urgh*
Huwatsaap. This is the second time I wrote myself a letter. But, before you think I'm that cracked to write myself anonymous stalker letters, I think this one was for a class project in college. So there. No more letters to self from now on.
Hey guess what I almost accidentally hit the flag button on my blog. Haha. Wala lang. Goodnight.
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8 comments:
Haha! Being paranoid about a letter that you sent to yourself. =D Ngayon alam ko na disorder mo =P Kidding! I've never sent a letter to myself. I think. Haha!
Metallic ink...haha, ang high school!
Although come to think of it, i still use metallic ink up to now..hee!
@myra: Artist kasi tayo haha... whatevs :p
@anna: what? what? tell me! tell me!
My, have to agree...metallic ink's soo high school hehehe..tipong purple pa sya or metallic blue! hihihi..
Fran, imishooo :) btw, bakit ngayon lang dumating yung letter mo? ngayon lang namail ng prof?
mains.
Yung usapan yata is 5 years after we write the letter kasi dated october 2002 sya. My past self is saying hello :) Pero mukang HELLOOO!!!! ang nangyari haha
miss you :x
cool naman...i want to write myself a letter too.. i think we did that in high school but we didn't mail it. hay. i can't believe 2002 was 5 years ago. i was 20 five years ago, that makes me ancient! boo.
BOOOO.
I haven't mailed a letter in like 15 years so I don't know if you can have the post office send it on a later date. Or you can always go to this site www.futureme.org.
Nag encourage pa ko no =p
naku, ayoko ata sulatan sarili ko ng letter ko, feeling ko aawayin ko lang sarili ko eh hahaha!
btw, i'm loving the banner fran!
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